For some reason...it is the same heart aching feel.
It feels terrible naturally yet it is too a familiar taste.

What did I lost 5 years back?
What did I learn 4 years from then?
What did I gain 0.5year to now?

5 years back I lost a shadow.
4 years from then, I learned or am learning to let go and forget.
0.5 year to now, I gain the same or rather very familiar feel and it is almost going to end the same way.

Funny how somethings in life love to muse.
I am kinda, or almost numb. I feel not the need to express in details what I feel cos' I think I am losing it.

Ridicule me?
Sui pian ba..I also dunno.